Gravity Bound Love

We’re back in the Psalms for this week!

Here’s our sixth verse of the year:

You got this.

Therefore I tell you, her sins, which are many, are forgiven—for she loved much. But he who is forgiven little, loves little.

Luke 7:47

True recognition of the magnitude of my sins—or if you prefer, my character defects—unlocks one of two paths.

As former drinkers we have the distinct advantage of having lived two lives.

The vivid days of our drinking and the lives that we walked away from are still with us to varying degrees.

Not just the blurry details we barely remember or the sleepless nights we long to forget. Not just the earlier days of joy and camaraderie before we lost control.

The whole thing.

We have walked through and fallen down in the valley of the shadow of death. But we have been given a new life and with it a well of hope that cannot run dry unless we wall ourselves off from others.

So, we come to a divergence.

One path leads us toward a renewed effort at being good and loving toward others. Ahead it looks straight, flat, and bright. 

The second path leads first uphill into the rocky, self-reflective woods of regret and remorse and repentance.

It hurts more in the beginning, not less. 

We begin to follow God through the thicket, now realizing that nothing, even our own sober happiness, accounts for much of anything beyond fleeting pleasure. This is the same result as our drinking.

So, we look for how love can pour out of us. Our salvation should be evidenced by this.

Sin cut us, and many bled out. Thank God it didn’t kill us.

The defects of character we were ashamed of now mark the trail for others.

God, use my wounds to show others the path.